Sunday, April 11, 2010

tears.

this weekend so complicated.
it started when i decided to balik seremban on saturday nite. bcoz 2mrw is my parents anniversary. but then , kakak xnak balik. dia kata dia nak balik esok pagi. then i say ok. mlm tu we go out watch stilleto. besok pagi nye.. kakak x bgn tdo. time tu me dah siap dah. ayah terus text ckp xyah la balik.eqa pun cam hmpa la. ayah cm xnak eqa balik celebrate his anniversary.

rupenye ni smua nye psycho. ayah mmg nak kitorg balik. bile petang ayah text " ye la , tgk la wyg . xde ape yg nak d celebrate kan arini " my tears dh xleh thn. menangis xberhenti. coz i really2 want to go home! bukan nye xnak balik. all of this is bcoz kakak fault . y blame to me. im not the bad side here. then i txt kakak again ckp nak balik. she replied " kakak baru je call ayah , ayah kata simpan duit , nnt ibu ayah dtg" then i thought diorg nak dtg mlm tu. so tggu la diorg kat rumah. malam tu.. i called ibu . ibu pulak ckp diorg dtg esok and ayah dah merajuk smpai pegi tgk bola kat bukit jalil. actually dia nak bwk kitorg pegi. again.. nangis lagi. nangis sampai teresak2. xleh nak berhenti. keep on ckp " eqa nak balik! eqa nak balik!" malam tu jugak eqa balik. kakak htr. time tu dh kul9.30. diorg risau eqa drive sorg2. bile dah smpai seremban , tggu ayah balik. bile ayah balik. his face x tunjuk response yg dia ske eqa balik. lagi sekali eqa nangis :(

mggu ni mmg mggu nangis. huhuh. sorry ayah , i didnt mean nak break ur heart. im sorry.

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